The MCAT didn't scare me.
Visualizing myself logging onto the website to check my score scares me. Especially after a month of waiting, counting down the weeks, the suspense building like a Hitchcock plot stretched over 35 days, until the final hours--tonight and tomorrow morning. The scores come in the afternoon. I can tell you what I'm going to do with the rest of the night: meditate. This is what it's designed for.